A new beggining!

Hi?! (I don't exactly know how to start a blog!) The idea of having a blog has been on my mind for a long time. Along with many other things that i want to do but never get the time or simply can't be bothered. I am, like most people(i think), determined to do something but back out before even starting it. A girl with many dreams and ideas, which unfortunately always stay as dreams. I wanted to start this blog to change that. I had a blog before but it was AWFUL. Then I read this book from Zoella, Girl  Online. I know it's stupid and I am probably going to totally regret this or back out. However, when I read the book  I felt like trying something new, and just for the sake of it improve my horrendous blog. The blog that I had, i worked on for 1 day. Then knowing it was bad backed out. What I say here...no...write here maybe a bunch of crap and you(the person reading, if there are any) may think I am insane and in all honesty I might be a bit insane. Before I post anything else you should all know;
 1. I am really bad at English so there is a chance most of this won't make sense.
 2. I can get extremely deep into things
 3. I may just annoy you.
 4.I am very lazy so most of the writing will probably be in text form
5. I am weird. But weird is good. Normal is bad.
I think that is enough for today. There is a chance I will never look back at this again but if I do...Until  next time! Bye?!? (I also don't know how to end a blog!)